Tango music and me
I was drawn to the music from the first class, Di Sarli, Piazzola… whatever played on my teachers’ ipod. Whenever people asked me what had got me addicted to tango, my answer was always the music and the women. The latter is another subject for another time, but my love for the music has been growing stronger.
In retrospect, my relationship with tango music has gone through the following phases
1. Following the music:
In my first year of dancing in the milonga, I followed the music. And I followed it pretty well. From time to time, women asked me if I played any instrument.
Why? I was curious. I couldn’t even read music notes, let alone play any instrument. I love listening to all kinds of music, classical, pop, world…, but I was, am still, a music illiterate.
You are so musical. They always said, sometimes surprisingly.
But I knew. I was not familiar with most songs that were played in the milongas. Most of time, I just moved to the music that I heard and followed it intuitively.
2. Chasing the music.
A few months into dancing in the milonga, I started collecting music, Di Sarli, D’Arienzo, Calo, Fresedo…. in order to know the songs better. Gradually, I had heard a lot of the songs played in the milonga many times. Within a year or so, I’d known many by heart. I knew what the next phrase was, and the next one after. Unconsciously, I started to think about the next phrase before finishing the current one. I rushed to finish the step in order to dance the next one.
That was my D’Arienzo/Biagi period, in which the fast tempo music became my favorite. After the tanda, my heart was racing, cheeks burning. The night felt like shorter, milonga felt like ended earlier. I had good time, although it had lasted only a few months.
Slowly I found myself bored by the way I danced. It seemed that I danced only one dimensional, speed. And I danced to every beat. Eventually, after a night of dancing, I couldn’t feel any satisfaction. (I had to blame my then partner for some of that. But as I said, women is another subject for another time.) I was in my worst slump. For weeks, I hadn’t felt the inspiration to go out dancing.
3. Riding the music.
My turning point was this. Dance to the music like you are riding a horse. Stay on top of it. I’d found my own presence in the music, no longer losing control and letting it dictate my movement. I was clear with how I wanted to dance the songs. I started to feel the dynamics in the music.
4. Feeling the music.
A year and half ago, Silvina Valz introduced the concept of space to me, which at the time was bewildering. Slowly I realized that my dance was one dimensional and flat. The lesson with Cecilia was pivotal to my understanding of the dance on a different level. When she talked about how to perceive the different energies from different instruments and vocal and feel the energy of the partner, Silvina’s concept was muy claro. Now, the dance was much more interesting with an able partner. There is another layer in the music, energy!
These days, I am not dancing very often. Without the right partner, I would rather sit and listen to the music and feel it. Once a while, when the right partner comes along, the joy of that tanda is always unforgettable.






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